The Manifested Universe or Where did I Put My Equilibrium?

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In sixth grade there were three types of kids: the ones who excelled at dodge ball, the ones who somehow managed to be ambivalent about it and the ones who feared it. For the fraidy-cats, the very notion of standing there, exposed and panicked, while normally kind and decent beings hurled balls at your head seemed anathema to thinking existence. Whoever invented this game was clearly not an indoorsy, uncoordinated strategist--rather a sadistic savage who folded her/himself back into the pages of Lord of the Flies when s/he went to sleep at night. Simultaneously, it seemed there were also the kids who actually knew how to dodge the ball and have this strange thing called fun. Were they born with this knowledge or did their progenitors teach it to them? And what was so wrong with glee club?

In the cosmic universe, that is, the world beyond the physical, there are triguna--three qualities--that exist in a state of harmonious equilibrium. These qualities are Sattva (light, truth, purity), Rajas (activity, change) and Tamas (darkness, inertia). In the manifested universe, as in the actual day-to-day world with all its schleppiness, worry and wonder, these three qualities exist in every living thing in an ever-shifting state of imbalance. Thus the dodge ball conundrum: the ragasic maniacs chucking large, round objects at your innocent face, the sattvic beings who calmly played the game and the tamasic beings who sat on the sidelines reading or pretending to have their periods. Only here's the kicker: The ragasic kid throwing the ball was technically playing fair (sattvic) unless s/he wanted to hurt someone intentionally (tamasic). The Artful Dodger, ducking and running, manifested elements of Rajas while the non-player, practicing Ahimsa (non-violence), was quite possibly Sattva incarnate. It's all a matter of perspective.

On the mat, we experience a kaleidoscope of thought versus action in which the asana RE-present our predominant guna at that particular moment. True, some people tend towards the rajasic. Especially New Yorkers. They take every vinyasa. Others are more slow moving and tamasic, which is not necessarily a pejorative, because both Rajas and Tamas are simply outward expressions of imbalance in the ascension towards Truth. Think of handstand. Do you kick and fling your legs willy-nilly, do you sulk and refuse to come into the prep or do you calmly yet assertively attempt the shape regardless of the result or what the person next to you is doing? Maybe it's not a question of recognizing your dominant guna as much as RE-cognizing your experience of the manifested universe by playing the game with an open mind even if there are giant balls coming at you from every direction. Yes, there are things you can eat or not eat to balance your guna. It is a science after all. And yet, perhaps the whole science is simply the RE-cognition of the experience as you're experiencing it. With heart. Who knows? Maybe now I'd enjoy a good game of dodge ball if the opportunity arose. The truth hurts, but then slowly, so slowly, it doesn't.

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Can we start the Laughing Lotus Devotional Dodge ball team? haha great post E.
Have you ever been in a guna ricochet? Ugh it is the worst, where you over do it with the rajas and then get hit with the rebound of tamas? They are trying to balance each other out but you have another cup of coffee to wake you up and then you can't sleep until the next morning.. What you really need is the sattva, which is mostly meditation and pranayama. I have learned the hard way to not overdo it with treating the imbalance but to just breath and trust my energy to rebalance itself. The amazing re-balancing universe! There is balance at the root of everything, giving it faith and time to prevail is the practice. It's kind of like no matter what note you shout out your OM it can meld into a harmony with the other notes in the room-- everything dissolves into harmony eventually.

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as the girl who cringed at the very mention of dodgeball by her gym class teacher, the girl who prayed that somehow the universe would save her from this ridiculously aggressive game where balls were to be hurled at her terrified face, i always ended up succumbing to the tamasic tendency towards inertia, hiding behind somebody until, eventually, there i was, one of the last people left...i was doomed...in order for the game to end, i either had to throw the ball or catch the ball...well, the latter was an impossibility, so i would try to find the courage inside to throw the ball, embarrassed by what i knew was going to be a wimpy throw, but also relieved that somebody else could just catch it and my presence in the game would be over...deep breath out, cheeks still flush with the mortification i had just endured, and belly still in knots.
i think my downfall in this whole episode was that i didn't ever believe that i had the potential to be anything other than that hiding, scared girl in the corner.
what is so amazing about the gunas is that all three qualities exist in ALL of us. sure, in gym class, my fear took over and i allowed the quality of tamas to dominate. but in an english class or in a history class, i was the one raising my hand and writing down every single word the teacher had said, revealing a much more rajastic side. and then, over time, i learned to take a step back and gain a sense of perspective amidst the crazy pressure of school, when i maybe had a few rare moments where the satvic quality of peace could permeate my being.
what i forgot about in those panicked gym class interludes, was that there was that energy of activity inside of me, and there was that energy of steadiness inside of me, all i needed to do was take a deep breath and see myself as a more complete living being :)
thanks, em, for posting this!!! and for reminding me about myself... xoxo

I think just as much as foods or other lifestyle factors, people can activate the gunas just as much.
At the mention of dodgeball, all I can think of is my brother on the oppossite team, going after me, and nailing me with the dodgeball every time. Not very nice.
As we get older, our relationship is more mature than the above, but we still tend to bring out the rajasic energy in one another, whether its him getting me to crack up in church, or a political argument between us-becoming so huge and loud that the neighbors (luckily his) have to complain. The two of us completely losing our awareness of our effect on those around us.
But I think its all personal responsibility, which is really what Ayurveda is, despite all the external factors and choices out there...
Can't choose your family, but we cultivate awareness over how deep we can go into these two exetremes of rajas and tamas.

Also, despite making my brother look like kind of a lunatic here (which he certainly is), I wouldn't ever choose another, as he also great.

Yes, thanks Em for the memories of childhood and family and how it shapes us all.

I love what you've said about not overdoing the re-balancing with the "guna ricochet" (coin that!)...how about that guna ricochet of the mind? Imbalances and overbalancing can be...hilarious. One day you have every thought, complete rajas, and in desperation to escape that madness cultivate a blank tamas. We don't want to have our eyes darting here and there like characters in Spun, and we also don't want to have a glazed-over monotone of being. The sattvic mind isn't so much empty, but steady. tre dificil!
PS- Love the last line, Emily. As I told you.

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